The Outsourced Soul: Why You Stopped Leading Worship at Your Own Table

Brother — your faith didn't die. You sublet it. You sublet Sunday to a worship playlist. You sublet your children's bedtime prayer to your wife. You sublet your soul's hardest questions to a podcast in the F-150 between the office and the job site. And then, on the night your daughter asked you what heaven looks like, you handed her a phone. That's the outsourced soul. And no man wakes up one morning and decides to do it. He drifts into it. One missed week becomes a season. One season becomes the year. The year becomes the man. You can't lead what you've stopped attending The lie men tell themselves goes like this: I'm a believer, I just don't have the time right now. That sentence has cost more marriages, more children, more men than any addiction in this country. You always have time for what you fear losing. You stopped being afraid of losing this one. Here is the brutal part: your wife knows. Your kids know. They don't need you to be a theologian. They need you to be the first one to bow your head. The altar is smaller than you think When men hear family altar they picture a robe, a King James voice, and forty-five minutes their kids would rather spend on a screen. That's not it. The altar is a four-minute table prayer. It's the napkins still on the plates. It's the dad — the one who used to scroll through his phone — closing his eyes first. The first time, it will feel weird. Read the prayer word for word from a card if you have to. By night seven, you won't need the card. What it costs to start It costs you the pride of going second. It costs you the comfort of letting your wife carry this for the next ten years. It costs you the smartphone that lives in your pocket like a second wallet. That's the whole bill. Pay it tonight. What to do tonight, before bed 1. Put the phone in the other room — not on silent, in the other room. 2. Open the Book. Anywhere. Read for ten minutes without looking at a clock. 3. Tomorrow morning, before your wife is up, say one sentence out loud: God, today, I lead. That's it. That's the whole post. The man who reads this and does nothing is the man this site was built to wake up. --- Get the workbook that makes this stick The Faith Workbook is the 14-day plan that takes "I should pray with my family" and turns it into we did, last night, and the night before. The Outsourced Soul Audit. A scripted family-altar prayer for the first week. The framework for finding one older godly man and keeping him in your life. 42 pages. $19. One-time. Yours to keep. Get The Faith Workbook →